REDHA

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

A week has passed since SPM's trial ended. Confident memang tinggi. Was hoping for all As in all subjek teras. But sadly. Sepanjang aku hidup. Seriously. Aku takpernah capai tahap redha yang as maximum as I am now.

Paper karangan BM was kinda tough. Section A- Faedah-faedah Yang Diperoleh Dari Industri Pertanian Negara and Section B- Peranan Penting Keluarga, Rakan Sebaya, Masyarakat dan Didikan Agama Dalam Hidup Remaja if I remembered it correctly. Sounds easy right ? But time tu memang stressed gila. Because the clock was ticking and 30 minutes has passed. But I didnt do a thing ! Practice kat rumah banyak karangan punya la lalalaa. Sampai time tu blank otak beku tangan menggigil cant think a thing ! Ayat punya berterabur ! Takikut formula nak buat karangan pun. Last mid-year punya result I just got 63% aka C. And yesterday rajin datang sekolah while others are sleeping like a log at home or enjoying that great feeling of ponteng sekolah. Cikgu BM bagi kertas karangan. And ada sesi perbincangan. Discussed isiisi yang sepatutnya ada dalam karangan. Sadly isi aku memang takmatang and jauh daripada apa yang cikgu kasi. Cikgu baru kasi paper kat some je. I didnt get it yet. But a friend told me yang I got 77% in total. An A-. Which is ALHAMDULILLAH. In SPM who cares you dapat A- or A or even A+. An A pun dah kira dahsyat. But then a friend spoiled my excitement and told me that I just got 66% ! But dia kata kalau dia taksilap tengok la. Which I really hope she is !

English paper 2 was ALHAMDULILLAH BLESS TO ALLAH ! Just ada 2-3 soalan je yang I got confused. Literature yang paling excited ! Characters that you admire the most. I choose Ralph and managed to wrote 3 pages ! For the first time ever ! Actually malam tu dapat soalan bocor HEHE which is a common thing la kan. But I started menghafal pukul 2:30 pagi till 5 am which is for me sikit sangat masanya. Ditambah lagi dengan otak yang quite lambat menangkap ni but ALHAMDULILLAH time tu memang senang je masuk setiap patah yang dibaca. Actually lagi. Tajuk tu dah pernah buat a few months before. Teacher dah semak latihan tu and she gave me full marks ! I wrote exactly the same thing and hopefully she'll gave me full marks ! Essay pula easy la juga. Section A- How to be Kind and Section B- Journey. Silly me. Spent most of the time on Section A yang markah sikit. And spent the last 30 minutes on Section B yang paling banyak markah. But Alhamdulillah I made it !

Sejarah pun ALHAMDULILLAH. Dapat soalan bocor kan ~ But tajuk besar je la yang didedahkan. Bukan cam soalan 1 apa soalan 1 (a) apa. Tidak. Believe me or not. I failed in my Sejarah mid-year. 30 something. But I think I could get at least B in this trial. INSYA-ALLAH. But yang taksedap didengarnya. Cikgu dapat tangkap some students yang meniru. And to make it worst. They're all Science students. But luckily they're not Malay. I'm not being racist but SHAME ON YOU ! BOOOOO ~!!! HAHA Seriously. Diorang boleh cheat cara keji kotor takbermaruah. I dont know how diorang boleh jawab siapsiap kat rumah dengan kertas exam sekolah and simpan somewhere. Yang peliknya how the hell diorang boleh dapat soalan yang spesifik like soalan 1(a), 1(b) and so on tu. Lagi pelik camne diorang boleh dapat kertas exam sekolah yang sangat rare susah dan takdijual dimanamana tu ? But who cares right ? Dah terbukti menipu patut dibuang sekolah mereka itu. Dah tu boleh buat muka takbersalah. Orang lain punya susah nak menghafal sejarah tu. Allah Maha Berkuasa. Bila Dia nak tunjuk kuasa Dia takde nafi dakwa dakwi dah. And diorang pun dah kena hukuman disiplin but I think yang ringan je rasanya. Takmenginsafkan pun. Orang lain yang failed or markah teruk tu pun kira mulia sebab jawab dengan jujur ikhlas dan bermaruah !

Maths also an ALHAMDULILLAH. Last year I failed ! Can you believe it ? Shame on me ~ Seriously me and numbers can get along. Just like air dengan minyak. I didnt studied at all. Sebab memang taksuka lah ! Aku kalau takminat ni susah haha. But lepas sikitsikit belajar tu felt like Ya Allah senangnya lahai Maths ni ! Why aku foolish sangat dulu ?! In a week dapat siapkan Maths SPM Passed Year Questions buku hijau tu. Although ada some questions yang takdapat jawab. But still was a great achievement for me. I got 73% ! Kenaikan yang sangat memberangsangkan ! Teachers pun gave compliments. Paper 1 dapat 33/40. It might not as high as yours but mostly tembak je so memang bersyukur la. Thought dapat less then 30. Although I really was hoping for 80%++. Bila belek balik. Ya Allah banyak nya silly foolish mistakes yang  I shouldnt have done ! Yang paling menyesal bila lukisan plan dalam section pilihan tu. Jawab lukis dah betul dah. Tapi soalan terbalik ! Jawapan for b(i) aku lukis jawapan for b(ii) and vice verse. Faham ? 9 marks dah byebye ~ Which if added to my current marks boleh dapat A dah ! Menyesal but oh well. Insya-Allah aku akan lebih berhatihati next time. Because theres no room for stupid mistakes dalam SPM !

I was absent time paper agama sadly. Because I was sick. And it wasnt something small like a fever or flu or cough or something like that. Its a real pain and those who know me would know this. Petang tu dah datang sakitnya. Waited for the pain to gone from 6pm till 2am ! Still takreda. Thanks to Allah I was blessed with a dad like mine. Dia bawa pergi klinik nearby at Semenyih Sentral. Normally Klinik Penawar but ya Allah time desperate time tu la dia tutup ! Ada satu lagi klinik - Klinik An-Nisa' but klinik tu wasnt 24/7. Rasa hampa sangat time tu. Yalah nak buat apa lagi kan. Takkan nak suruh ayah bawa pergi klinik yang nun jauhjauh lagi di hening pagi subuh supii tu ? Agak kejam tindakan itu dan taksampai hati nak melaksanakannya. But tetiba dapat hidayah from Allah. Terdetik hati nak pergi klinik depan Econsave. Klinik Mediviron ! First time pergi. And first time juga pergi klinik yang non-Malay. Well again not being racist. Masuk je bilik doktor. Wah. Berkarisma beraura la doktor tu. Speak English je. "Hey Son. What could be the problem ?" I explained to him and I told him I ada exam esok and need a really quick treatment. He gave me an injection. IN THE BUTT ! SERIOUSLY ! Sorry its inappropriate. I thought its funny. He said I have to eat some pills and later I'll feel dizzy because pills tu dipowerkan lagi dengan injection tu. And I have to get sleep. Memang memeningkan dan mengantuk la ! But doktor tu offer surat MC. OH I LOVE YOU DOCTOR ~!

But I didnt minta member soalan bocor tau ! Jujur ! Because a day before dah share to ramai members soalan bocor HAHA And they said semua yang dapat tu masuk. But ada la a few of friends yang offer bagi tanpa dipinta . Orang dah kasi kan ? So just baca apa yang masuk. And took ganti on Saturday. Another tragedy happened. At first that morning. Ustazah lain yang in charge. Dia offer nak jawab paper 1 or 2. I wanted to jawab paper yang ada soalan sirah, akidah, akhlak semua tu dulu. But I forgot paper apa. So I just jawab paper 2. Takcheck dulu soalannya. Balik ke meja and time nak jawab. Ya Allah soalan pasal Al-Quran and Hadith ! Which I didnt studied at all ! So cepatcepat pulangkan balik kat ustazah tu. Alhamdulillah dia baik hati sungguh and gave me the real paper 1 yang ada soalan sirah, akidah and akhlak tu. Soalan Al-Quran and Hadith paper 2 rupanya. I better remember this next time. Bila dah jawab tu. Baru tersedar. WHY THE HELL I DIDNT CHECK THE QUESTIONS DALAM PAPER 2 TADI TU SO THAT AKU BOLEH HAFAL APA YANG MASUK JE ?! WHY DID I TERUS BAGI JE KAT USTAZAH TU ?! Because soalan bocor just dapat for paper 1 je. ARGH Sometimes aku benci kejujuran aku dimana peluang keemasan dilepaskan begitu sahaja !

Paper Bio yang I was looking forward to ! Studied punya semangat. As usual dapat soalan bocor for paper 2 and 3. But just tajuk besar. Paper 2. Ada tajuk Cloning. So I just studied cloning sheep tu. Because tu yang famous. But in exam yang masuk cloning pokok tu ! Ya Allah ! BANTAI ! Then ada soalan pasal Neurons ! Which dalam soalan bocor tiada ! Again. Ya Allah ! BANTAI ! The only soalan in Section A yang aku dapat jawab dengan penuh confident nya was soalan pasal struktur badan ikan dan burung. ALHAMDULILLAH saje lah kan. At least ada yang dapat jawab. Section B was the most stressful ! Banyak masuk pasal Variations ! Dalam soalan bocor tiada ! Time belajar dulu memang senang gila ! And bila tengok soalan last year dah ada so theres a high chance tahun ni takmasuk lagi. So takbaca lah ! So nak selamat aku bantai buat semua soalan tapi jawab entah apaapa ! In total just dapat 17/40% in Section B. Section A teacher taksemak lagi. Sad but still bersyukur la. Paper 3 was ALHAMDULILLAH ! Tu je la harapan aku untuk diselamatkan. Paper 1 pun ! A few minute before paper 1. Studying in dewan. Buat soalan past year questions. Then suddenly a Chinese friend dari kelas sebelah, Fu Zhi Ming (Dude ampun kalau silap eja nama you ! ><" ) nak belajar sekali. Time tu honestly. Felt like 'Alah janganlah taknaklah nak study sendiri kau dah genius takperlu la kacau aku' Jahat kan ? But ALHAMDULILLAH Allah lembutkan hati aku study dengan dia. And thanks to him and Allah ! Most of the questions in paper 1 was soalan past year ! Moralnya dah tahu bukan ? Jangan kedekut ilmu.

Physics was ALLAHUAKBAR ! FAILED FOR SURE ! A day earlier dapat soalan spot from a friend. Tapi tajuk besar and kecil saje la. Shared to most friends. Sampai habis kredit. Later that night. Got soalan bocor from a great friend from SMK Jalan 4, quite a prestigious school in Bangi and Malaysia. Honestly dia la sumber soalan spot saya since last year. And dia bagi spesifik sungguh ! But semua yang dia kasi tu berbeza gila dengan apa yang aku dapat the day earlier tu dari orang lain tu. Memang niat nak share. Seriously ! But was out of credit. And thought 'Oh well rezeki aku la ni ~'. Rupanya ada gak yang lain dah dapat soalan macam tu. So bersyukur la kan diorang dah dapat. Takde la rasa bersalah sangat. But ALLAHUAKBAR. Apa yang aku dapat dari member Jalan 4 tu 1 benda pun takmasuk ! So BANTAI BANTAI BANTAI ! Transverse and longitudinal wave pun aku takdapat bezakan. Nampak parahnya tu ? I really hate Physics to be honest. Although I admit Fizik senang sangat. The essay was CRAZY ! Topik Specific Latent Heat was so EASY but I tersilap faham konsep and maksud soalan so accidentally jawab yang langsung takberkaitan. So 0% on that question ~ Paper 3 yang I thought boleh rescue me pun hmmm so-so saje lah.

But to my great friend from SMK Jalan 4 tu. Dude. THANKS ! No really. I wont ever blame him sebab soalan spot yang dia bagi tu takmasuk. Aku bersyukur sangat sebab dia sudi nak share and so far memang semua yang dia share masuk. Tu je sekali taktepat. Plus thats why namanya soalan SPOT. RAMALAN. Nak fully believe on it tu pilihan kita. Masuk takmasuk salah sendiri. So its me and others are to be blamed. But sadly there are some 'friends' yang marah aku and kutuk kat Twitter because I gave them the wrong spot questions. Fool. I'm not Nostradamus or even his apprentice. I just shared what I got. They're already 17 and yet acting so immature accusing people foolishly.

Chemist pun SUBHANALLAH. Banyak calculations. Which I'm really weak at. But I think I did better than mid-year. Insya-Allah. Paper 3. Luckily. A few minutes before exam started. Dapat soalan bocor from Chinese students. Yang katanya dapat from kawan sekolah lain dalam daerah sama. Yang katanya dah jawab paper Chemist. Although pelik sungguh. Yalah trial should be satu daerah jawab pada masa yang sama. But diorang dah jawab dulu ? But apa yang diorang bagitau tu memang masuk. So  ALHAMDULILLAH. Cuma Section B dia tu spoiled lah !

Addmath ! ARGH ! ERGH ! WARGH ! Paper 2. Sebelum exam. Cikgu bagi kertas kosong untuk jawab soalan. Habis masa. Aku pulangkan the exact PAPER KOSONG balik kat cikgu tu. Except soalan 1 - simultaneous equations. Actually I really was fired up nak menjawab soalan Index. Because bukan nak berlagak but I quite good in that topic. But dalam soalan tu. Ya Allah. APA NI ?! Takpernah aku jawab soalan camni dalam any of my addmath exercises books ! Sepanjang exam tu ya Allah lambatnya masa bergerak. Saw ramai juga la yang tidur awal HAHA Ada geng. But time cikgu Dora - the famous and great Addmath teacher who is also the 2011 Teacher of the Year, lalu semua bangun and kononkonon belek paper memikirkan jawapan HAHA Paper 1 was really tough but not as tough as paper 2. Earlier that morning practiced Functions which I'm really weak at. Bila dah rasa mastered and confident dah tinggi. Punya senang hati nak menjawab. Tapi keyakinan jatuh menjunam bila tengok soalan Function yang takpernah jumpa juga in any of my exercises books. Allahuakbar ! Soalan yang depandepan tu pun takdapat jawab ! Yang most would say easy and senang dapat markah. Just dapat jawab Progressions. Itupun taktahu betul ke tak. And everytime nampak graph. Blank. I really hate Addmath.

Kecewakan cikgu. Oh biarkan. Rasa bersalah. Oh biarkan. Miss Dora's students semua kata. Even though diorang dapat markah teruk and teacher Dora tu tegas and garang, She'll give positive comments like 'Itsokay SPM ada' or 'Itsokay ada orang tu sepanjang hidup addmath failed je tapi in the real SPM dapat A+'. She's awesome !

Enough about the trial. Next is another story which is again about tahap keredhaan saya yang dah capai tahap maksimas tu.

Last Saturday. Right after trial ended on Friday. Planned to go reading books at MPH Mid Valley. But friends from KL ajak lepak at Bangsar. So pergi sana. Oh miss them ! Balik tu baru pergi Mid. Oh MPH la tempat lepak saya. Nerdy is the new cool peeps ~ Boleh baca banyak buku for free ! I dont know who's the owner but if he or she is a Muslim. Banyak pahala dia dah dapat. But was quite shocked bila dapat tahu MPH sudah berubah tempat ke tempat yang lebih kecil ! Dan takde space untuk menggulingkan badan dah ! The old place was taken by  UNIQLO. Oh saya suka UNIQLO tapi eeee jahatnya dia tawan jajah tempat MPH ! HAHA gedik ! Okay enough about that. If you are peminat setia saya yang baca setiap post saya. You must already know yang saya akan bercerita panjang lebar but benda yang pointless and nonesense kan ? So lets cut the chase to the moment when the real tragedy happened shall we ? *YEY ~!*

 I was waiting for train kat Mid tu sebab nak balik. Was holding my phone. Then a train came. I was standing in the train. After a few stations dah lepas. Baru perasan. I LOST MY PHONE ! Panicked. Nak fainted. But trying to calm down and act cool. Meraba poket dan beg. Orang dah pandang pelik. ALLAHUAKBAR. Maybe some of you would say I tercicir kat manamana kan ? I doubt that. Yelah because I still remembered I was holding it before the train came ! My hypothesis ? Bukan nak bersangka buruk. But the truth is. While I was waiting for the train to come and still holding my phone. A man came from my right. Asked ''Dik, ni train nak pergi Klang ke ?'' Its weird and suspicious because if he's coming from that direction he should obviously saw a sign board saying the direction of the train which gonna go to Seremban ! Then I said ''Eh tak la ni nak pergi Seremban. Klang kat seberang tu.'' Then seriously ! I was blank takingat apaapa. I remembered walking into the train. But sepanjang dalam train tu takingat apaapa ! Lepas a few stations dah lepas baru tersedar. Pukau maybe ? Wallahualam.

Alhamdulillah luckily. Ada abang ni caring tanya apahal. Seeing me cam panik kan. Told him that I lost my phone. He offered his phone to call my parents to pick me up. THANKS BRO ! But until now. I didnt tell my parents yet ! Afraid of getting scolded ? No. Its because of something else that I wont share here. But yang peliknya. Kiri kanan aku pakai Samsung Galaxy and everything high-tech. Aku yang pakai Nokia C3 ni yang kena WHY ?! Orang lain kata beli je la yang baru. Senang je kau cakap kan ? What saddened me the most is. Semua info penting, numbers and most importantly. Mesej dengan orangorang yang penting kesayangan. My phone pergi dengan semua kenangan terindah :'(

Redha saje la kan ?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

FINAL WEEK OF RAMADHAN 2012

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

WARNING ! THIS IS A VERY LONG POST or I prefer to call it a diary.

SABTU, 11 OGOS.

Planned nak pergi Plaza Berjaya kalau taksilap namanya. Bangunan depan Times Square tu. My phone rosak and need to be checked at Nokia Centre there as recommended. Memory card kena virus and dia merajuk mengadangada melampau sungguh ! Sengaja je kadangkadang off on sendiri. Pagipagi at 8:30 am waiting for train at KTM Bangi. Brought GEMPAK and buku rujukan Sejarah. Kononnya nak study dalam train. Padahal ! Then terserempak dengan Eayz, Komeng, Atikah and Wani ! I knew they all nak pergi TS cuz diorang pun ada ajak but my main point pergi sana cuz nak baiki phone. I thought diorang dah gerak cuz the last time I hang out with Eayz, 6:30 am, I was having a breakfast, he called and told me dia dah ada kat KL Sentral ! So we all gerak samasama. Sangat jealous dengan phone Eayz and Komeng woah. And surprisingly, sepanjang perjalanan pergi ke TS tu. Eayz dengar bacaan Yassin through his headphone !

Sampai je kat TS, ada pak guard Bangla ni terpacak kat depan pintu. Dia suruh guna pintu yang kena tolak tu and not the automatic one. Dah masuk kami berpecah cuz I need to go to Plaza Berjaya. Keluar balik, pergi sana. Tunggu la depan kedai Nokia Centre tu. Seems tutup lagi. Yalah baru 9:30. But luckily, terdetik kat hati yang peramah ni. Tanya la kat pak guard India yang tengah meronda. Asked him pukul berapa kedai tu buka. He said weekend kedai tu tutup ! Memang ERGH ! So patah balik to TS but bila lalu kat pintu yang ada pak guard tadi. Nampak ramai orang beratur. Tanyalah akak sorang ni. Katanya pak guard tu bagitau pukul 10 am baru boleh masuk. WATTA (my proper way to say WTF) ?! Tadi kitorang masuk cool je ! BLURGH ! So malas nak tunggu, turun, masuk through main gate. Ada pak guard gak but dia kasi masuk. CIS kan ?

Called Eayz, asked them where they are. Berpeluh gak la mencari mereka. Kedai beratusratus dalam tu. Mana nak hafal coordinate satusatu kedai. Plus the last time I went to TS pun last year. Memang tak familiar.  They waited at KAPPA store where Komeng yang menghadapi dilema tahunan sama seperti saya iaitu saiz kasut 12++ was looking for one. Impressively, thats the 1st store yang dia masuk and dia dapat beli kasut ! Kalau aku 1 hari pergi beratusratus kedai pun belum tentu dapat kasut yang aku nak !

Jalanjalanjalanjalanjalanjalanjalan dan BOSAN ! Eayz bengang cuz Vans takbuka lagi. So we all decided to go to Sg Wang. On the way tu pergi Adidas or Nike store taksilap. Sebuah je kedainya. Memang banyak sangat pilihan but huuuuhh wondering why aku ni cerewet sangat. Semua kasut yang aku berminat, ambil, tanya kakak or abang yang kerja situ, minta saiz paling besar. And most saiz 11 yang max ! And ERGH ! Again. PLEASE ! Whatever the reason is. JANGAN KASI ORANG ASING KERJA KAT KAUNTER ! Dah dapat darjat kontrol mesin duit tu memang celaka angkuhnya. Bila dah finally jumpa kasut saiz 12, dia yang katanya nak pergi cari boleh berborakborak dalam bahasa dia. For 30 minutes ! Konklusinya, BLAH !

On the way to Sg Wang tu. Oh banyak memori !

*Imbas kembali* Dulu kami pergi dengan Husna, Raja Nadhirah, Haidi, Eayz and Amierah. Before pergi tengok Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides taksilap, had a breakfast at Marrybrown. Haidi and Husna senyap sangat ! Oh Haidi sangat cool haha. Fish n Chips sape entah takhabis aku yang tolong bersihkan. Had a photoshoot by Amierah at The Boarders. Then nak pergi Sg Wang tu, hujan lebat ! We all dengan riangnya redah sambil menari di bawah hujan tu. Sampai kat Sg Wang ada lak show Ultraman taksilap. Aku salahkan hujan tadi tu menyebabkan aku masuk air maybe, tergilagila jerit ULTRAMAN ULTRAMAN ULTRAMAN YEAAAAAAAAHH like a 6 yo kid. Later Haidi baru tersedar dompet dia hilang ! Possibly time kat wayang tadi. So nak buat camne dah kan.

Okay kembali ke masa hari Sabtu lepas. Sampai Sg Wang pun takde apa sangat ! Eayz dah makin bengang. Dia pun nak cari kasut and baju. So dia jalan sorangsorang cepatcepat jauh ke depan. Kami ketinggalan jauh di belakang. Dah biasa dah haha. But dia dapat beli 2 helai baju from ROMP taksilap. Nice gak baju dia. Halah orang berduit ~ Plan asal after that nak pergi Bukit Bintang. But Atikah told us that she have to go to Jalan TAR around 2pm cuz her mother'll be waiting for her there. So we went to Jalan TAR! I love unexpected destination.

Kami masingmasing had no idea how to go to Jalan TAR by train. Eayz and Komeng phone canggih zaman atom tapi takguna Maps haha. But seriously, its great to bring Atikah along whenever nak pergi jalan. Cuz tahap mesra alam dia lebih tinggi daripada darjat yang atasatas sana tahu. Selamba je pergi tanya 2 polis ni. So by her leading, took monorail from Jalan Imbi to mana entah ! Ruparupanya kami salah HAHA So turun dan naik la balik monorail to mana entah HAHA aku fail lah tempattempat ni! In the monorail, Atikah sekali lagi dengan ramahnya berborak dengan sorang makcik ni. Kerja mana, nak pergi mana dan lainlain. Makcik tu pun muka blur je melayan dia HAHA

Actually ada 2 lagi stesen kitorang stop but dah lupa ! So sampai je Jalan TAR, cari baju raya for Komeng. But most RM100++. Out of budget katanya. So takjadilah beli. Later mak Atikah datang ~ So Komeng pun control gentle la HAHA After said our goodbye to her, aku nak usha SOGO jap. Who knows kan dapat jumpa Hanis Zalikha ? ;) Masuk sana MASYA-ALLAH ! Lautan manusia membanjiri setiap tingkat ! Komeng, Eayz and Wani dah penat maksimas kelihatannya. So they all just waited kat luar. Komeng baru teringat his wallet's with Atikah so dia kena la pergi ambil balik. Aku pun jalanjalan dalam SOGO. Seriously memang WALAAAAAAAAHH offer dia. Nak je beli tapi memandangkan members dah penat, nak jalan pun cam takboleh nak jalan dah and aku kalau pilih and test baju pun makan masa lama. So takmengapalah. Aku pasrah meninggalkan semua clothes apparels yang on sale menggila memanggilmanggil namaku.

Beli tiket at Stesen Bandaraya taksilap. PERGH ! Penuh ! Siap ada abang pakai cam mikrofon jenis corong tu alah apa benda namanya cam kat Econsave tu MURAH MURAH IKAN SEKOR 50 SEN haaa gitu tu. Dia buat announcement SAYA CADANGKAN TUAN PUAN PERGI KE STESEN MASJID INDIA (again kalau taksilap aku lah damn I really need to pay attention in locations) 10 MINIT JE DARI SINI SEBAB DIKHUATIRI TRAIN AKAN SESAK GILA MAMPUS (haaa 2 ayat terakhir tu aku tambah). Oh almost forgot. Sepanjang perjalanan kami seharian tu. Sponsored by KOMENG ~! THANKS DUDE ! While waiting for the train, ada sorang pakcik ni yang kata mereka serupa dengan ayah Syukri ! Oh hai ayah HAHA Oh on the way balik tu terserempak dengan Syafiq Mahizulhisham and Amirul Daniel ! Daniel walah oh tinggi hensem gila haha. Setahun je takjumpa tapi aku rasa dia dah setinggi aku padahal last year rendah je HAHA dan rambut belakang dia panjang curly ~ Surprisingly, Syafiq tu cousin Eayz and Komeng gak ! PERGH gila banyak kaum kerabat mereka di area Semenyih ni !

Wani turun kat Kajang and we guys tumpang kereta Komeng nak balik rumah. Komeng yang bawa ! Sebelah mak dia lak tu. Cool je mak dia. Komeng bawa kereta cam aku ada dosa besar dengan dia sampai dia cam nak bunuh aku ! Bukan la dia bawa laju but dia penat ekstrem agaknya. Bawa kereta dengan gaya kepala gelengggeleng tu. Alah susah nak tunjuk la haha. But BAHAYA SAYA TAKUT LAH ! Still I'm grateful enough ada orang nak bawa balik. Again. THANKS DUDE ! Nak muah sikit :* HAHA

Sampai rumah around 4:30 pm. Pukul 7 I have an iftar with friends at Pizza Hut. Called them and sadly. Most canceled last min. Aku faham. Masingmasing ada hal komitmen masingmasing. Takboleh nak dielakkan takkan nak paksa. Sedih but teruskan saja lah. Since only Syaza, Ain, Ras and me je yang betulbetul confirm, aku rasa takselesa la lak sorang je laki kan. Asked Syuk to join but considering dia baru balik dari kem Ihya Ramadhan somewhere at Hulu Langat for 3 hari 2 malam, kesiankan dia penat. But aaaahhh paksa juga dia datang HAHA Then nak balancekan jumlah laki tu, asked Iskandar anak pak Din. Oh ALHAMDULILLAH THANKS ALLAH he could join us ! Actually nak ajak Eayz, Komeng, Wani and Atikah. But Wani and Atikah had to buka dengan parents, Eayz had a tuition and Komeng obviously memang penat gila so taklarat la nak datang.

Sampai je kat Pizza Hut at 7pm, I realized that next time, I really should make a reservation first. Luckily ada 1 tempat je yang betulbetul cukup a place for 6 ! Cepatcepat ambil. Waited for the rest to come. Cuz nak keputusan majoriti makan apa. Syuk's the 1st one arrived followed by Syaza and Ain, later Ras and finally Iskandar. We had a 2 Pizza Hut Citarasa Ramadhan sets - 2 Pizza Seri Kasturi large, 2 jag of Pepsi, 2 Favorite Platters, 8 bowls of Mushroom Soup and 2 sets of Garlic Bread.

Time order tu siap cakap dengan abang tu suruh air datang dulu. Sebab time tu dah pukul 7:15 ! Takut taksempat. When air dah datang I really felt saved and rescued sampai I was out of my mind, said to the waiter, "Abang, saya bukan nak cakap cam gay tapi you rescued me and I love you !" HAHA consider it as a damn lame joke of mine caused by an extreme tiredness. While eating, Syuk shared with us pasal kem dia tu. Normally when we heard about kem Islamic ni mesti ada ceramah, tazkirah and other stuff yang most teens would think its boring. But Syuk said they had memanah, paintball and many other great activities ! Oh kebencian aku terhadap Syuk bertambah ! HAHA

Actually kan. Haaaa ni nak meluah perasaan ni. Selasa sebelum tu taksilap. When we had a tadarus Al-Quran at surau sekolah, ustazah panggil Syuk, asked him nak join tak kem tu. I was besides him. She said dia perlukan 2 orang lagi. Its for peringkat negeri tu ! Aku diam je la. Terasa nak masuk gak. Cuz a few weeks before ada buat kem Tahsinul Solat at sekolah but sadly I couldnt come ! And they said it was the best camp ever ! So nak gak tebus peluang tu in this camp. But I remain silent la. I really thought Syukri would say yes and asked me to join him. But huuuh. Dia cakap he'll asked budak asrama. Sedih ah. Aku pun cam perli gurau said, "Aku yang dari tadi setia berdiri sebelah kau taknak pulak ajak." But deep inside, if only he could understand me a lil bit more, I was being serious nak join kem tu. Not because of aku nak spend more time dengan Syuk. Well tu pun motif nya. But my main objective is to dalami Islam ! Dan yang aku bengangnya ! A few days before tu, aku konon meluahkan perasaan sambil mengadangada dengan Nadheer.  Told him yang Syuk nak pergi kem tu tanpa aku. Nadheer pun cakap kesiannya kau kesiannya kau kesiannya kau. But later, in turned out to be him yang pergi kem tu dengan Syuk ! CIS CHOI SANGAT LAH ! Seminggu tu aku merajuk dengan Nadheer. Memainkan perasaan aku ! HUMPH ! Actually takde la merajuk betul just gurau but ada la sikit terkilannya but I was totally cool. Saje nak bermanja gurau sama kawan kan. But time buka puasa tu, I suddenly terdetik hati nak tanya Syuk, sape anak yatim yang sebaya dengan kita kat sekolah tu. He answered, Nadheer. Memang rasa bersalah gila. So dude. I'M SORRY :)

After we had an iftar at Pizza Hut tu, Iskandar and Ras had to went back home early. So me, Syuk, Ain and Syaza had a Maghrib prayer at Tesco Semenyih. Syuk was wearing an outfit yang menampakkan gengster jantan dia tu. But it was 8 something at that time so dia jalan cam nak lipatlipatkan tanah ni. Lajunya tu. Aku faham dia takut terlepas waktu solat. But if I'm not mistaken. I heard a hadith yang berbunyi something like, if kita on the way nak pergi solat padahal masa tinggal seminit je sebelum habis waktu, we still have to remain calm and jalan relaks chill out. Somebody please check it for me ? But seeing him yang pentingkan waktu solat tu, impressed me a lot !

Solat Maghrib diimamkan dia. Ya Allah weh. Seriously. Theres no word in any language existed can express whats this feeling I feel till now. Aku pernah solat dengan Imam Mekah at Masjid Putrajaya but even he cant make me feel this way. Truly. No doubt. He's something. Wondering if he's who I've been looking for. Interesting, I shall keep on with my observation.
* Please dont get me wrong :) *

Then Ain cakap dia still lapar ! WHAAAATT ?!! HAHA so kami jalanjalan dalam Tesco tu, she bought  a box of Ice Cream batang tu. Cukupcukup for 4. Perisa coklat and vanilla. Makan kat food court. Borakborak. Solat Isyak dengan Syuk. Balik ~

It was really a GREAT DAY ! Tired but FUN ! THANKS FRIENDS ! MUAH :* HAHA

Oh Ain ada gave me 3 coupons of McD buy 1 Chicken Foldover free 1 more ~! Esok paginya sahur kat McD guna coupons tu ! THANKS SO MUCH AIN WOIH !



JUMAAT, 17 OGOS.

I was really grateful to be blessed with two angels and most fortunate to called these angels, MOM AND DAD ! HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY ! MUAH :* Since Mom was so busy with works, cuma mampu celebrate them at Secret Recipe, Rinching. Mom choosed Mango Delight. Dad picked Chicken Cornish, looked like karipap just saiz besar and a glass of hot fresh milk. Memang 2 menu ni fav dia kat situ. Along choosed Oreo Cheese Cake, Fareez picked Blackforest Cheese Cake while me had a Blueberry Cheese Cake. Kami memang penggila keju HOHO Air masingmasing takingat ah haha. And banana split for desert. Although saya bantah sebab saya ni penjimat sangat dan banana split tu senang je nak dibuat ! Pisang, ice-cream Vanila, sprinkles, vanilla cream spray tu and strawberries ~ DONE ! As we all know, Secret Recipe's cake are so heavenly delicious !

Oh depan kami ada 2 orang English guys. Studied at Nottingham University I suppose cuz dekat je U tu dengan Rinching ni. Abaikan kehenseman mereka. Dalam kepala aku time tu. Oh untunglah Malaysia's money currency ni murah. Boleh makan banyakbanyak kat SR ni hah !

While we were enjoying our cakes and mom and dad tengah bermesra HIHI suddenly. BLACK OUT ! Nasib baik takramai orang. Theres a lil baby boy. Not really baby but ah semua budak kecil comel kan. Dia tak nangis but selamba je turun kerusi tuju ke pintu nak keluar. PANDAI HAHA Those English guys dah blah. Customers yang tinggal just my family and ada 1 lagi family sebelah meja. Later abang SR tu letak candle atas meja. HAAAAA CANDLE LIGHT DINNER ! ROMANTIS ! Oh now baru teringat why my bro tak pasang lagu jiwang or blues or something time tu. Buat mood tu lagi OOLALA ~

Time nak bayar tu, its funny to see kakak tu kirakira guna kalkulator cara manual cuz mesin cashier tu pun guna elektrik rupanya. The last time she used a calculatot was when she was in high school maybe ? Cuz cam terkedekkedek tekan number. Then another kakak called someone her manager maybe. Bagitau yang the shop was blacked out and customers were there and theres some cakes yang takut cair cuz freezer dah takberfungsi. My dad selamba je cakap. "Haaaa kasi angkat free la kek semua tu. Nanti cair rugi !" HAHA But as expected dia takkasi.

On the way nak balik tu. OH WAH OH ! Taksilap the whole kedai area Rinching tu was blacked out ! TESCO, PIZZA HUT and KFC je berdiri teguh dengan kemeriahan cahaya menghiasi malam gelap. McD pun blacked out HAHA



SABTU, 18 OGOS

Sedih nak tinggalkan Ramadhan, excited nak raya, takut cuz 11 hari for trial. Hate these feelings.
- Nadiah Yacob

Today's last day of Ramadhan 2012. Still feel takpuas hati dengan ibadat selama ni. Taktahu mencukupi ataupun tidak. Taktahu tahun depan dapat jumpa lagi ke tak :'(

This year there'll be no open house. Rumah memang tak berkemas. Nothing new. Ah semua lepas aku habis SPM !

Baju melayu pink gelap yang sepatutnya dipakai tahun depan tapi takdapat dan sepatutnya dipakai tahun ni. Pun takdapat pakai. Uptown je lah. Mak sibuk. Saya faham. Dah biasa dah.



*Ampun post panjang gila tapi satu gambar pun takde :) *


ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~









                

FOKUS

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

WALAAAAAAAAAHH ! Sangat lama woah tidak update ! MISS ME ? Eh salah intro. One more time.

HONEY ~ I'M HOME ~ GIMME SOME MUUCCHYY HUGGY ~!

Err. Okay. Camni.

COME TO PAPA KIDDO ~ HOW YA BEEN DOIN ? 

Yeah yeah yeah. I've been EXTREMELY busy lately. Really. Niat nak update tu ada. But tak berkesempatan. 

1st of all. Saya. CALON SPM 2012 meh ! I REALLY wanna be a doctor. Ever since tinggi saya 100cm. 6 years old to be exact. Seriously aku memang mengalir Niagara lah kalau tengok cerita or dokumentari or rancangan or even baca something about someone yang ada penyakit pelik or penyakit yang boleh je rawat but tak mampu. I wish I could help them. Saving lives. Giving them a second chance. A new life. Seeing those happy bersyukur tak terhingga faces. Plus. Sains. Health. Always connected with Islam. Its so beautiful. Dunia medic ni sangat luas untuk diterokai. 

But. Medic ni memang SANGAT susah. Just what bothering me lately is. As we all know. Medic ni kalau taksilap aku antara course yang PALING MAHAL di Malaysia ni. Kan ? Am I right ? Kalau masuk U biasa memang murah la. BUT ! My aunt said nak masuk medic SPM WAJIB 9A+ ! Memang terkedu ah ! Kalau nak masuk kolej swasta senang je. 5 kredit dah boleh check in. BUT ! Ah segala benda nak ada but. Gedik ah ! Bayaran dia sampai mencecah ratus ribu woah ! Boleh pergi Haji berapa kali la tu. 

But. Insya-Allah. Itu dilema boleh nanti bincang sama Allah through solat Istikharah. Come on guys. He's our Creator. He always knows the best for all of us ! Believe that ! Dan aku percaya. SERIOUSLY. Bukan nak cakap besar. SPM ITU SANGAT SENANG ! Konsep dia sama cam UPSR. Dulu kita kata PERGH UPSR PAYAHNYA CAM NAK BUAT KEK DENGAN KARI TAPI NAK KASI RASANYA CAM CHEESE ! Faham ? But now ? Sangat menyesal takdapat straight As. Now kita rasa senang gila lah sangat UPSR tu cam nak kelip mata. Nampak ? Aku just taknak menyesal after SPM nanti baru la nak kata SPM tu senang gila asal takbuat betulbetul asal takdapat straight As blablabla. And yeah. I can see that the world these days banyak cerdik pandai is being produced. Banyak saingan. So. 

''Biar kita terseksa payah dulu sekarang. Untuk kesenangan 60 tahun akan datang.'' - Pengetua SMK Engku Husain. 

And the other day. Pengetua ada bagi ceramah about something yang tak sesuai diceritakan di sini time kem haritu. So terpancar la sinar keinsafan. Dan semangat nak SPM tu dah mula membara ! DOA DAN KESUNGGUHAN ! INSYA-ALLAH ! 

Next. Ehem Ehem. Adalah dimaklumkan. Bahawasanya. PC SAYA ROSAK ! T___T On the last day of 2011. My mom made a statement. Which membuktikan. Katakata seorang ibu itu. SANGAT MAKBUL ! So back to the story. She said. ''Tahun depan kau nak SPM adik kau nak UPSR say byebye la to your PC tu.'' And the next day. POOF ! Hopefully she'll said something like ''SPM KAU NANTI 9A+ AND YOU WILL BE A GREAT SUCCESSFUL MAN DI DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT !'' AMIN ! At first. Memang la nak baiki. But of course my mom wont allowed it. But later then. I think aman sungguh. Dah takde gangguan. Cuz usually I hadap PC on facebook layan games. Oh I LOVE RESTAURANT CITY ! And every second ada je statement nak diluahkan dipostkan. But now. FB dah deactivated. Until habis SPM Insya-Allah. Saya sudah tak hidup dalam alam maya. Sudah berdiri di kaki sendiri. Menghadapi alam realiti. Planning to have a Twitter later HOHO But seriously. Now rasa masa tu sangat la banyak. Rasa rugi gila terkenangkan masamasa terluang dahulu yang dibazirkan ! 

A LOT has happened. And its not like what I've been expected and hoped. This is my final year. And its already June. But so far. Takde kenangan memori terindah pun yang tercipta. Kosong. Sunyi. Kelam. Maybe cuz semua orang busy with SPM. Harihari nampak muka tense and stress diorang. And for some reason that I couldnt accepted. I've been really down. Takbanyak cakap. Takbanyak gaul dengan geng dulu. Always alone. I dont mind. But kawan ada gak yang kata like aku ni dah sombong and such. But guys. Seriously. Its not like aku dah taksuka korang. Or rasa korang taklayak kawan dengan aku ke apa segala yang mengarut negatif berlegar di kepala kalian. Its just that. Maybe thats the best for me. Yeah probs always datang bertimpatimpa. But now saya dah matang. Saya tolak tepi semua probs and isu peribadi tu suruh diorang ambil nombor beratur. Lepas SPM nanti baru saya panggil satusatu kasi settle. Cuz my MAIN PRIORITY now is SPM !

But still. No matter how hard I tried to hide it. Acting like nothing happened. Fooling myself is a huge crime. No matter how fast time flies. The pain is still severe. The loneliness still wont leave. No matter how long it gonna takes. I'll be here. Waiting for the moment to come.

*Dear Adli Danial. Aku jealous. SANGAT JEALOUS. Dengan kau. Kawan :)

So. Until saya habis SPM. INSYA-ALLAH. Take a good care of yourself !

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

BAZAAR

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

Permah pergi situ ? RASTA TTDI. Ada apa kat situ ? BAZAAR !

Since pergi Bazaar Karat at Johor dulu memang fall in love with this bazaar life lah. But this one quite jauh and takde transport meh. But usha from BAZAAR OH BAZAAR memang OHSOM ! Really wanna go there !

Normally bazaar ada. Alah mostly barang perempuan. Shawls, kain, tudung, shirts, kasut, bags, accessories and stuff. But di sini bukan tu je ! BANYAK LAGI !

So LETS CHECK IT OUT !

DRESSUP.CO 

Banyak jual baju lelaki. Price starts from RM20 ! So far aku jumpa baju designs camni pun dah RM35++ 

Nancy Fancy

Sekarang ni orang lapuk je kesah pasal brand ! C'mooooon ! Orang tak pandang brand la orang pandang COOL ke tak ! And beli beratus ratus tapi pakai tu je tiaptiap hari and kena jaga leklok bagai menatang minyak yang penuh. Podaaaah ! Tengok jam cam emas and silver tu. Jenama GUESS but hoyeah memang bukan original la. But who cares ! Nampak real gila ! And beli 2 baru RM50 ! Harini pakai emas esok pakai silver. 2 yang terakhir tu jenama LACOSTE GOA and the rest is SWATCH KIDROBOT. Beli banyakbanyak boleh pakai ikut mood. Suites for gift gak. COOL GILA ! 

Pretty Closet

Aku takboleh komen lebih part ni cuz mata gadis berbeza daripada pandangan jejaka. All girls' accessories. But jujur designs memang NICE dan harga pun below RM20 so WOLAH !

NUIME

This one's my FAVORITE ! Guess apa ni. BUKU NOTA ! Seriously bila nampak buku yang cover designs nya CANTIK GILA camni. Rasa sayang sangat nak tulis conteng apaapa dalam tu. Rasa cam nak beli semua and just simpan for koleksi. Price starts from RM15. Suits for gift gak.

DIYADEARY HANDMADE CARDS

This one pun NICE gak ! Ada feelingfeeling nak cuba designs kad. Memang CUTE !

Memang semua yang aku share kan kat atas ni just SIKIIIIITT je daripada yang ada di sana. Of course ada BANYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKK lagi ! Just click here and usha lah semua segala apa yang diorang jual. Laterlater la saya pi jenguk bazar tu ya. But for sure akan rambang mata !

Pssssttt. Hentakbelipat pun ada jual barang baik punyaaaaaa kat bazaar. But not sure kat Rasta TTDI ni ke tak. Diorang famous for their brands- CALA MAN and CALA QISYA and of course for their SARCASTIC, LOL and WEIRD way of updating stuff. Still, CONGRATS to Hentakbelipat and Petisuara- the owners of the blog, atas pertunangan mereka barubaru ni. Semoga berkekalan dan bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat AMIN !

*PASSION FASHION STRAIGHT UP TENSION !

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

EARLY PLANNING

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

Inspired from a site yang aku haritu baca where dia cerita kan kisah silam most of the billionaires in the world. Memang OHSOM ! Most masa kecil dah start their own bisnes. Ada yang umur 13 tahun dah ada ladang siap dengan binatang ternakan. Ada yang umur 14 tahun dah start buat majalah sendiri. Ada yang umur 15 tahun dah buat itu ini.

Memang WOAH ! Tengok budak sini.apa je diorang buat ? Under 12 buat facebook add orang friends sampai beribu main Ninja Saga. Pokemon ! Digimon ! Mon mon mon ~!. Feels kinda pathetic. At diri sendiri gak. Cant blame anyone la. Tengok budak Barat sana pun. Budak-budak sekolah rendah pun dah tinggi and matured. Paling respek dengan Junior Masterchef tu lah ! Aku belajar masak telur pun darjah 1.

Aku ? Tengok dompet. Cukup stok debu sebulan untuk tayamum time takde air kang. Pernah catat rekod sendiri. RM200 sebulan just for topup ! Okay untuk kalian yang lahir dah pegang iPad memang HEKELEH RM200 JE PUUUUUUN. And tried refleksi diri balik. Apa je pencapaian aku yang membanggakan so far ? The clock is ticking. I'm getting older. Asyik buang masa kat depan pc. Doing nothing but chatting. 

Like we all know gak. Harga barang sekarang memang cam nak kena penampar padu. Rumah setingkat sekangkang kera pun dah beratus ribu. Mereka yang stay rumah beratus ribu tu pun sebenarnya kaya dalam miskin. Teringat cakap sorang pakcik pemandu teksi time pergi Singapore dulu. ''You stop working only when you're dead'' Fuh nampak semangat dia tu. Sekarang gaji below RM3k pun dah boleh kata miskin sederhana ! Aku yang nak sangat kahwin ni pun dah kena fikir beribu kali.

Macam biasa lah. Mukadimah aku memang begini patah perkataannya. Now. Inspired from my DAD !

He's no Dato' nor Tan Sri nor somebody. He's just an ordinary man with a happy family. But what aku respect him the most is. His childhood story. Of course I'm not asking you guys to believe this. But arwah atuk and arwah nenek pun pernah cerita benda sama. Plus I trust him. Even if my dad lied about this, he really did give me some inspiration and semangat untuk buat something beneficial in this young age.

Dipendekkan cerita. Ya aku pendekpendek pun panjang lagi. Time kecil dulu. My dad pernah buat MACAMMACAM ! He's just an ordinary kampung boy but with a lot to do in his everyday life. Since umur 7 tahun. Dia dah panjat pokok kelapa, parut kelapa, jual santan, jual kelapa, buat dan jual penyapu lidi. Bela and sembelih kambing, lembu, itik, ayam. Toreh getah. Tanam padi. Jadi pakguard. Bina rumah. Ah banyak lagi lah dia buat ! Semua nya dia buat time umur under 18 ! 

And the best part is. The house I'm living now. Waaaaaaaaaaayyy back then harganya just RM18k. Now worth RM70k++ But guess what. My dad bought it at the age of 17 ! Well walaupun my late grandpa yang bayarkan half but still. Kalian yang dah habis SPM tu. Mampu beli something worth RM9k ? CASH ? Yeah people CASH ! C'moooooonn ! Yeah even aku pun tak mampu DEMMIT !

And now. Walaupun ramai tak tahu. Dia actually harta more to hartanah. Aku suka cara dia berfikir. ''Kalau ada 1 rumah je, buat besarbesar, hias cantikcantik, mahalmahal, sekali kena gempa bumi, terbakar, MUFLIS !'' Faham double meaning dia tu ? Better rumah simple tapi banyak. Rumah ni hancur pergi rumah sana HAHA

So okay FINALLY this is my point. I was thinking. Ermmm. Urrrmmmm.. HUUUUUURRRRRMMMM... Plan je baru. Insya-Allah ! After SPM. Kalau takde apaapa yang menghalang. Like PLKN ! Nak kerja cari duit modal dulu. Actually now pun I'm trying my best to simpan duit. After modal cukup. Tahun depan gak. Nak start my own bisnes. MUEHEHEHE. HELL NO lah aku nak kasitau bisnes apa HAHA ya simpati kalian setia baca dari atas walaupun ada yang korang skip sampai ke bawah part JENG JENG JENG tetiba KBYEEEEEEEE.

Sorry guys but people said benda MASTERPLAN camni better jangan bagitau orang. Takut orang lain dengki ke tak jadi ke hapa kan. So better keep it SHHHHHH. But THANKS for reading !

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

THE SENIOR YEAR STARTS TODAY *yesterday*

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

Halah lantak lah terlambat post ke hapa.

Semalam like semua dok kecoh kat fb, sesi persekolahan 2012 bermula ! HO YEAH ! Yang dah graduate tu diam-diam la pi la kerja or do something worthy biarkan kami bergembira dengan alam persekolahan. So bermula lah pengembaraan baru saya sebagai seorang senior dan calon SPM 2012 ! 

Pagi-pagi lepak dengan kawan dah lama tak peluk-peluk gelak-gelak. Saw Zaffir's new kasut kulit. Look huge so tanya kat mana beli. Cuz I should be wearing one but memang krisis dilema tahunan pasal saiz kasut. Went to KL the other day just to search for my kasut kulit yang bersaiz 13 ! And mission failed. Rupanya kaki dia saiz 11 je. Mine bigger. They called me badut. Damn sape yang ilhamkan badut pakai kasut besar like Mr McDonald.

My new monsta look with all of these cute little red cherries on the face make my confident jatuh lah. But ramai puji my new hairstyle THANKS ! And ramai cakap saya dah chubby but hey lama-lama pastu cengkung balik lettew. But my new baju kuning makes me look more fatter and bigger than I really am. Afiq, anak ketua guru disiplin suruh aku kecilkan baju tu sikit. Thanks Allah my mom pandai jahit. So I WILL !

Guru kelas is Puan Rohani Ismail our last and this year Biology teacher. NICE ! The new class memang SEMPIT ! With 47 manusia and 1 campur cikgu in it memang teresak-esak jantung nak hirup oksigen. Wondering how's Zaffir doing cuz well sumpah bukan nak hina but he's big so kesian kat dia nak lalu lalang dalam kelas sebab laluan kecil sangat. Aku nak lalu pun kena jalan cam ketam. But hey I'm a Cancer. Meja tak cukup sampai I have to share meja dengan Syukri. Time agama lagi lah ! Semua budak Islam Sains 2 menyempit masuk. Have to rearrange the places arrangement. Kelas agak buruk dan huru-hara (HEHE the Little Dino mesti marah bila baca ni AMPUN !) Plan for the class deco finished already and surely (hopefully) its (gonna be) AWESOME ! Of course we'll do some make over after this A.S.A.P. as soon as kitorang dah discuss dengan budak petang and collect duit semua. Budak sesi petang is 2 Bakti so I think (again hopefully) dapat capai kerjasama. Syakirah kata kalau diorang taknak dengar perintah kasi tapak sebab kita dah senior HAHA

If last year, dalam kelas aku seat belakang sekali. Dalam makmal Fizik and Chemist pun seat belakang sekali. This year ALHAMDULILLAH dapat berebut booked meja depan sekali ! Hopefully tak tertidur in those subjects dan dapat fokus lebih. By the way, its so funny to see those yang last year seat depan sekali but this year seat belakang sekali. Well kami dah bersabar selama setahun dan inilah hasilnya !

Then bagi 3 buah novel to a friend. Ombak Rindu by Fauziah Ashari, Versus by HLOVATE and another one is an Islamic book, Armageddon 2012 by Muhammad Alexander. All of  'em are some the BEST in my collection so go and buy them now ! Danial's guarantee of 100% satisfaction ! Except that Ombak Rindu. I dont know. Watched the movie already but apo sedihnya ? My mom pun boleh nangis but control ayu. My friend said she once got the novel and had done reading it but after movie tu keluar, she watched it, teringat ada scenes yang tak ada dalam filem tu, she wants to read the novel back but novel dia hilang. So dia minta belikan haha. By the way, poor Haziqah, Atiqah and Alif sebab turun kelas. But maybe that's the best for them. Takde la gangguan (maybe) so diorang boleh la more focus on study. 

Lucky of them dapat Puan Siti Dora, the best add math teacher that Engku Husain have. She's cute but tegas. Most tak suka ketegasan dia dalam mengajar. But if only semua boleh nampak apa yang dia impikan. She's a best friend to my aunt since form 6. My aunt said that she's always at the top in add math dulu. She knows that this subject is really tough but conquered by most of the Chinese while most of the Malays are so lazy to learn it (including me. its a FACT !) Jujurlah. Berapa ramai cikgu Melayu yang pro in add math ? Not only pro in it but also a pro to share and teach it to the students. Engku Husain pun got only 4 add math teachers. 2 orang Melayu and 2 orang Cina. Puan Siti Dora is one of 'em and another Malay teacher is ours. Sorry to say this but to be completely honest, dia tak pandai mengajar add math. Not systematic. Sekejap err err err. She's gentle lembut je bila bercakap but bila perli directly straight to the heart kena shoot. 2 orang lagi cikgu Cina. Cikgu cina lelaki tu memang respect gila cuz memang mesra alam lah ! Sempoi je gelak-gelak happening fun belajar dengan dia tahun lepas. Pandai Arab tuuu ! But sadly dia ajar pun tak sampai seminggu gantikan cikgu yang cuti bersalin. Another one is cikgu cina perempuan. Dia memang PERGH ! Scary. Thats the only word that I can say to describe her. Plus most cikgu Cina lebih pentingkan bangsa diorang. I'm not racist but I'm telling from experience. So actually Puan Dora nak budak Melayu success in this subject. She try her very best to make it simple, easy and fun but at the same time tak terlalu manjakan sangat budak Melayu yang sejujurnya memang dah dimanjakan sangat. If only semua boleh faham visi dia.

Kalau dulu balik je sama-sama dengan Kamarul, Keybieyy and Ras sisters. But this year diorang semua dah graduate so balik sama-sama dengan Ras je. Kalau aku ada motor lebih memang aku dah kasi dia bawak aku pergi balik sekolah HAHA

I think enough la aku membebel for now. Dah jadi budak sekolah. Baru hari ke 2 kerja rumah dah bertimbun. Gotta kill the holiday mood cepat-cepat.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

2012

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

Selamat MENGHARUNGI Tahun 2012 !

My last day of 2011 ? I got a chance to see my FOURTH ANGEL ! Alhamdulillah. Dah lama sangat tak jumpa dia. Well walaupun nampak dari jauh but thats enough for me :'3

Well. I'm sure next year. Err I mean this year. Gonna be a tough year. SPM kan. Senior year. Last year of schooling. I always realized that this is the best moment in life. And I'm sure masa tu akan cepat je berlalu. So I'll try my best to enjoy the days to the fullest. Try balance kan the time on unleashing my true power to the max in SPM and make every second in life precious. So that lepas aku bergelar graduan sekolah menengah, I won't regret anything. Of course I'll miss it. But. Kena terima je la hakikat kan.

May 2012 be a great year for all of us ! Semoga kita menjadi manusia yang lebih beriman, dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan menjadi manusia yang berjaya dunia dan akhirat AMIN !

*Time Awal Muharram ni takde lak orang nak countdown.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~