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ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~

As you can see. A whole new design ~! Weeee ~!
*tepuk tangan*

Anyway lets just terus ke titik.

Remember that I once mention in one of my previous post, that my childhood dream was to become a doctor ? Yeah. That dream will remain to be a childhood dream. Shattered into pieces. Ah drama. Why ? 

I really do love stuffs bout health and wellness. But bila naik form 4 and 5. I love Bio. But subjek sains yang lain like Chemist, Physics and Addmath killed me ! I can never carry these subjects. As some of you might already know. To be a doctor. Subjek sains ni memang kena power. My friend yang now studying in foundation in medic or something. Told me that dia dapat A in semua subjek sains. But her teacher said that. Those arent enough ! You need to get A+ ! WHAAAATT ??!

So redha je lah. Maybe I wasnt meant to be a doctor. Ada banyak lagi cara yang boleh kita buat untuk tolong orang right ? Allah knows the best. But even until now I still love to read bout health and wellness.

Then time form 5 actually. A few months before SPM. When I realized that I cant pursue my childhood dream. I was thinking of something else. Course apa yang aku patut ambil lepas ni ? That was when architecture crossed into my mind.

I like to draw. I like to observes buildings too. Yknow the senibina design style. I really do. But ever since jadi budak sains ni. For some reasons. Dah takbanyak melakar contengconteng melukis mewarna. So I was like. Dah 2 tahun aku bersabar dengan sains. Dah takde jodoh. Aku nak kembali kepada seni.

So lepas SPM tu. Aku banyak buat researches pasal architecture. Ada lah juga beli 3 buku pasal benda ni. Takpernah miss tengok cerita DESIGN SUPERHEROES kat Astro LifeStyle HD channel 728 tu. The show was absolutely superb ! Excited sangat kan.

Kat borang UPU aku letak 1st choice Asasi Senibina kat UIA. REJECTED. Kat borang rayuan UPU aku tetap letak course sama. Again. REJECTED.

That when I realized that. Maybe again. I wasnt meant to be an architect. I keep on believing Allah. As He always knows the best for us.

Kinda stress and pressure gak la. Cuz members semua dah sambung study. I was like. Hina sangat ke aku dapat 5As ni ? But parents pakcik makcik semua kata. ''Lek ah chill je tunggu 2nd intake hujung tahun.'' So aku pun ''Okay yeah sure lets just relax and enjoy all this fun while it last''.

But last 3 weeks if I remember it correctly. Nasib baik time tu dah terdetik hati nak call UPU. Nak tanya bila sebenarnya 2nd intake UPU ni. The operator said. ''For the 1st time. Takde 2nd intake for this year dik''. Can you imagine how depressed I was back then ?

Indeed pressure tu besar sangat. Confused gak nak ambil course apa. Which path should I take ? Soalan and topik like ''Bila nak sambung study?'' was like a taboo for me. Everytime orang nak buka topik tu I'll immediately said ''Drop this subject. i'll tell whenever I want to''.

Nasib baik time tu bulan Jun taksilap. So ada banyak masa lagi. Cuz most colleges ada buat 2nd intake on Nov. So still got time to do some researches. After melayan perasaan that is.

I remember what my wise uncle once said. ''Kat U ni study je apa yang you minat yang you boleh carry yang you find it fun and enjoyable. Study without pressure. Do it with your heart. Job opportunities tu belakang cerita. Cuz in the world these days. Field yang you belajar tu not necessarily gonna be your occupation in the future''. Betul kan ?

So I tried to think deeper and deeper. What else do I love to do ? Masa searching Management and Science University (MSU). I found Diploma in Event Management. Quite interesting. Karnival ~ Pesta ~ Majlis ~ Seems fun and enjoyable for me. Plus. My big bro studying there. And MSU ada buat kinda like promotion. Kalau siblings to the students nak sambung study kat MSU, he/she dapat half of the fees. Cool right ?

But yesterday. My uncle called. He said that UiTM ada buat 2nd intake. Actually I already knew that. But for some reason. Not to offense anyone. Hati cam takberminat kat UiTM. I donno why. Sorry.

But my mom insist. She said ''Cuba je lah''. So I said to myself. ''Why dont I just give it a try ?''. And so I did.

Takbanyak sangat course yang dia offer kali ni. But I found Diploma in Media and Communication (Masscom). Before this memang ada dengar istilah masscom ni. In fact my kakak saudara pun studying masscom at UiTM Melaka. But honestly I dont really know apa benda alah masscom ni sebenarnya. Media dan komunikasi. I can understand that. But enlighten me more ! 

Then I did some researches bout it. Asked kakak senior like Kak Qilah, Kak Meera and Kak Shaz. Of course to my kakak saudara tu also lah. *THANKS SIS !* Ooohh ~ Kinda like broadcasting, journalist and stuffs rupanya. Kinda cool ! And so I put it on the 1st choice. Ada 6 pilihan kena letak but lets just takpayah mention bout the rest tu.

Takrugi apaapa pun aku rasa. In Shaa Allah. Kalau kat UiTM tu tetiba dapat course yang aku takminat. Reject that offer and masuk MSU. HAHA takpayah fikir banyak benda dah. Seriously I'm getting tired of this stuff !

Lets just wait and see. Whats gonna happen next. Which path should I take.

KEEP CALM AND KEEP BELIEVING THE BEAUTY OF ALLAH'S PLANNING.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ~